I joined the ——— but I still feel so incredibly alone
is there anyone anyone; i am nothing in chains
I am dead
ash to ash … dust to dust
so dead to the world
genuflect so i can breathe once more; so i can taste the basilica
I am dead
i’ve abandoned myself , sky burial
totally
I am dead
i lost myself to myself to myself to myself
black and white horizon of dust on a planet of dust
I am dead
i have no memories
they packed up and left but i don’t remember when … i lost to my nervous illness in the dead dead of night
I am dead
i’m thinking thought
but my mind won’t meet me half way
I am dead
saladin’s skeletons hang black organ pipes from the angels’ gallows
i saw and i heard
deep-fugue as i lay here dying
doors open and shut, birds sing in the dead of night
sleeping into waking or in rotting stomach
I am dead
words are shattered
factory-mosque burns static
heat
I am dead
awake
blackout
I am dead
emotional synthesis
I am dead
nobody recognizes , my melting face
fall to the ground and sink color
I am dead
self talk
I am dead
crushing weight of blind kings
hail mary hail mary hail mary
I am dead
i don’t feel like me
i died a long time ago
the beauty of the moon
I am dead
a world where i’m all that’s left
all that’s left
I am dead
bleeding rome
crashout
two flames one is black , as black as the dead night sky
I am dead
hyper day is dead
eternally the sun has set with you
with you with you
I am dead
joints give out
time wilts
i cry
light
tar
I am dead
with who
